*MAY BE TRIGGERING.* Welcome to my messed up world. Its a struggle every single day. I don’t even love myself, that’s why I can understand why no one else does either. Endless thoughts and sleepless nights. I will never be good enough. Ugw: happy.Tumblr (3.0; @thepainbeneaththesmile)http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8yteko67u1rbgeb5o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://bloodstainedarms.tumblr.com/post/32080933599/this-is-one-of-the-reasons-i-dont-allow-myself" class="tumblr_blog">bloodstainedarms</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>This is one of the reasons I don’t allow myself happiness. Even when I am “happy”, it feels temporary, shallow. And then once it’s over, I feel more in pain and dead than before.</p></blockquote>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32081271277http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32081271277Sat, 22 Sep 2012 19:07:57 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma7jb4nU421r2sqc1o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32081244941http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32081244941Sat, 22 Sep 2012 19:07:31 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5vqszJ7Bd1ry7yxoo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056825884http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056825884Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:47:35 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3g6j1aYAK1qazstso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056804453http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056804453Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:47:15 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maiayyXZIr1rslty8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056796104http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056796104Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:47:07 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu7a4knWdX1qm0r99o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056769173http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056769173Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:46:41 -0400http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056749693http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056749693Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:46:23 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maj7s27hRR1qzu94fo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056740742http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056740742Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:46:14 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mamr73SXai1qj7lb4o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056728132http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056728132Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:46:02 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_luxic9XIMn1qm12o2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056704397http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056704397Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:45:39 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maoj97AVpv1rfr278o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056700372http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056700372Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:45:36 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maquzjeSpj1rdc3ivo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056681802http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056681802Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:45:18 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mad6iqEHRl1ryok8wo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://letalis-destinatus.tumblr.com/post/32051371587/emm-when-did-this-get-5000-notes">letalis-destinatus</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>emm when did this get 5000+ notes</p> </blockquote>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056661965http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056661965Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:44:59 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma3zitlN1l1qgfmtdo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056656187http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056656187Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:44:53 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4xtovXah51r4u9wdo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056649901http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056649901Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:44:47 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9t4trOYUp1r3055wo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056607384http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056607384Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:44:07 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mard1cRpM31rg0n7wo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056596049http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056596049Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:43:56 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6n1izu58R1rp6zd6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056507991http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056507991Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:42:33 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6h97oycva1qcq4ago1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056431278http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056431278Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:41:18 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_manpm5RrIM1r5kgm8o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056395149http://thepainbeneaththesmile.tumblr.com/post/32056395149Sat, 22 Sep 2012 12:40:42 -0400